Scripture
Acts 20:24 (NIV) 24 However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me--the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace.
Observation
These are the words of Paul as he is saying his last goodbyes to the leaders of the church at Ephesus. He knows that he has suffering and imprisonment ahead of him, and death... and that he will not see these men he has shared so much of his life with again. It's so easy to blow past this passage. God is not revealing any great theological truth... he is just giving us a glimpse into this moment in Paul's life. And yet what a powerful moment. Think about all that Paul has been through. Think about in our own lives when we have made dear friends in the ministry and have shared our blood, sweat, and tears. I think about the friendships I have forged with brothers and sisters in Chihuahua Mexico and in Orissa India. I think of my dear friend Arnold in the Philippines. How will I feel when I meet with these friends for what I know will be the last time, and that I will not see them again this side of heaven? I'm fighting back tears just writing this to think of that moment. This is what Paul was experiencing, with even more intensity.
In that moment he shares with them one of the most powerful statements Paul ever makes. Why does he do what he does? Why does he subject himself to persecution, imprisonment, and even death? He answers that question with laser beam focus. His life means nothing if he can't finish the race... complete the task that he was created for. That's it! That's the meaning of life. To be connected to Christ, and then to pour yourself out to the completion of his purpose for you, until all he has given you is done.
Application
This year I turn 44. I wasted a lot of years of my life not understanding this, running from God, and living for myself. If I'm fortunate I have what, 30 years left? Out of that time how many years do I have to pursue the calling God has placed on my life? 15? 20? No more wasting time! I know what God has called me to do, and I will pursue it with focused passion. With God's help, I will finish the race strong and accomplish all he has purposed me for.
Prayer
Lord, help me to let go of everything that distracts from the purpose you created me for, and to pursue that purpose with the passion and focus of Paul. Show me your path, and give me the ability to follow it.
Scripture
Acts 19:32 (NIV) 32 The assembly was in confusion: Some were shouting one thing, some another. Most of the people did not even know why they were there.
Observation
The mob mindset is amazing. What is it about the human nature that when we see a crowd yelling and screaming for something, we get sucked right in even if we don't have a clue what the excitement is all about? The most famous case of course is when the same people who were laying palm leaves on the ground in front of Jesus were found just days later yelling "crucify him!" to the point that they'd rather have their worst criminal set free instead of Jesus.
People are no different today. Earlier I was sharing with a member of our church about the situation in Orissa India where they are finally able to start rebuilding about 5,000 homes of Christians that were destroyed in the ethnic cleansing that took place last year in the Kandhamal district. In that incident, normally peaceful Hindu villagers were incited to such violence against Christians (over what turned out to be a false claim) that over 200 believers were killed. At least 8 of those were pastors. All because of a mob mentality that led people to slaughter their own neighbors.
Lest we think we are immune because we live in more civilized, current times... remember the Rodney King incident? What about a couple of weeks ago when the Lakers won the NBA championship? Why exactly would your favorite team winning the big trophy cause you to want to go outside, overturn a car and set it on fire??
Oh, but we are honest, God fearin', church goin' folk. That would never happen to us. Oh really? Been to a church business meeting lately??
Dr. Luke's line "most of the people did not even know why they were there" is a great example of dry middle eastern humor that would have been a big laugh line for his contemporaries who read this account of this incident. It was so ironic it was laughable, and yet sad. There's something in us that can't help but dog pile on someone or something when we smell blood in the water.
The fact is we are all broken people. And hurt people... hurt people. That's the way it has been since Cain and Abel and that is how it will be until the end of time. The only hope is in healing that only comes from inside out transformation that only Jesus can give. Jesus said his way is the "narrow path". There's no place on the narrow path for the crowd mentality. Being a Christ follower means doing the right thing even if it is not the popular thing. Being a Christ follower means having convictions and living by them.
Application
How many times have I failed to act according to my core values and gave in to the crowd? I must live in the manner that Christ taught no matter what the circumstances... even if it is not the popular thing to do. Mindlessly following the crowd is a bad plan. I have to keep in mind that in the scirptures the crowd was never right...
Prayer
Lord, help me to avoid being lulled into complacency that leads to following the crowd mentality. My life is to be holy and set apart, living according to the narrow way of the example you gave us. Show me where I'm mindlessing following the crowd and put my feet firmly back on your path.
Acts 19:32 (NIV) 32 The assembly was in confusion: Some were shouting one thing, some another. Most of the people did not even know why they were there.
Observation
The mob mindset is amazing. What is it about the human nature that when we see a crowd yelling and screaming for something, we get sucked right in even if we don't have a clue what the excitement is all about? The most famous case of course is when the same people who were laying palm leaves on the ground in front of Jesus were found just days later yelling "crucify him!" to the point that they'd rather have their worst criminal set free instead of Jesus.
People are no different today. Earlier I was sharing with a member of our church about the situation in Orissa India where they are finally able to start rebuilding about 5,000 homes of Christians that were destroyed in the ethnic cleansing that took place last year in the Kandhamal district. In that incident, normally peaceful Hindu villagers were incited to such violence against Christians (over what turned out to be a false claim) that over 200 believers were killed. At least 8 of those were pastors. All because of a mob mentality that led people to slaughter their own neighbors.
Lest we think we are immune because we live in more civilized, current times... remember the Rodney King incident? What about a couple of weeks ago when the Lakers won the NBA championship? Why exactly would your favorite team winning the big trophy cause you to want to go outside, overturn a car and set it on fire??
Oh, but we are honest, God fearin', church goin' folk. That would never happen to us. Oh really? Been to a church business meeting lately??
Dr. Luke's line "most of the people did not even know why they were there" is a great example of dry middle eastern humor that would have been a big laugh line for his contemporaries who read this account of this incident. It was so ironic it was laughable, and yet sad. There's something in us that can't help but dog pile on someone or something when we smell blood in the water.
The fact is we are all broken people. And hurt people... hurt people. That's the way it has been since Cain and Abel and that is how it will be until the end of time. The only hope is in healing that only comes from inside out transformation that only Jesus can give. Jesus said his way is the "narrow path". There's no place on the narrow path for the crowd mentality. Being a Christ follower means doing the right thing even if it is not the popular thing. Being a Christ follower means having convictions and living by them.
Application
How many times have I failed to act according to my core values and gave in to the crowd? I must live in the manner that Christ taught no matter what the circumstances... even if it is not the popular thing to do. Mindlessly following the crowd is a bad plan. I have to keep in mind that in the scirptures the crowd was never right...
Prayer
Lord, help me to avoid being lulled into complacency that leads to following the crowd mentality. My life is to be holy and set apart, living according to the narrow way of the example you gave us. Show me where I'm mindlessing following the crowd and put my feet firmly back on your path.
Scripture
2 Chronicles 5:13-14 (NIV) ...Then the temple of the Lord was filled with a cloud, 14 and the priests could not perform their service because of the cloud, for the glory of the Lord filled the temple of God.
Observation
So much of what we see in the Old Testament is a symbol pointing forward to the work of Christ and life under the New Covenant. The imagery of this passage as Solomon finishes and dedicates the first permanent structure dedicated as the focal point of worship for His people is powerful. Just thinking about over 100,000 animals being sacrificed over a seven day period is beyond what our minds can grasp.
What specifically jumped out at me about this passage was that when all the work on the temple was complete, the glory of the Lord filled the temple. What we know with the perspective of history and the rest of the Bible is that the temple is a metaphor for US... we are God's temple, and He indwells us instead of indwelling a building as He did at this point in history. So the question for me is this... when God indwells us, does His glory shine out of us in a way that is unmistakeable? Do people see something so powerful in us that it points them to God?
Application
This really is a convicting and challenging thought. God's glory should shine through me so powerfully that instead of seeing me, people see God. May God make it so!
Prayer
Lord, indwell me and take me over to the point that I am lost in you, that your glory shines through me, and that people only see you when they see me.
2 Chronicles 5:13-14 (NIV) ...Then the temple of the Lord was filled with a cloud, 14 and the priests could not perform their service because of the cloud, for the glory of the Lord filled the temple of God.
Observation
So much of what we see in the Old Testament is a symbol pointing forward to the work of Christ and life under the New Covenant. The imagery of this passage as Solomon finishes and dedicates the first permanent structure dedicated as the focal point of worship for His people is powerful. Just thinking about over 100,000 animals being sacrificed over a seven day period is beyond what our minds can grasp.
What specifically jumped out at me about this passage was that when all the work on the temple was complete, the glory of the Lord filled the temple. What we know with the perspective of history and the rest of the Bible is that the temple is a metaphor for US... we are God's temple, and He indwells us instead of indwelling a building as He did at this point in history. So the question for me is this... when God indwells us, does His glory shine out of us in a way that is unmistakeable? Do people see something so powerful in us that it points them to God?
Application
This really is a convicting and challenging thought. God's glory should shine through me so powerfully that instead of seeing me, people see God. May God make it so!
Prayer
Lord, indwell me and take me over to the point that I am lost in you, that your glory shines through me, and that people only see you when they see me.
Scripture
Acts 16:6-7 (NIV) 6 Paul and his companions traveled throughout the region of Phrygia and Galatia, having been kept by the Holy Spirit from preaching the word in the province of Asia. 7 When they came to the border of Mysia, they tried to enter Bithynia, but the Spirit of Jesus would not allow them to.
Observation
So here are Paul and Silas. They are on fire, preaching the Gospel like crazy, carrying out the mission that Jesus gave us to "go make disciples." One day they say, "hey, let's go take Asia for Jesus!" What could be wrong with that, right? Yet the Holy Spirit gave them a very clear "NO." They regroup and say, "OK, no sweat... we'll find another unreached people group." So they head to Mysia to the city of Bithynia, and once again the Spirit says "NOPE, not here."
By this time these guys (if they were like you and me) would be saying, "uh, Jesus... you did want us to go make disciples, right?" They had to be wondering why so many doors were closing. God finally speaks to Paul in a dream and lets him know that he and Silas are to go to Macedonia to preach the gospel there. Paul says "OK, cool" and off they go.
How many times to we feel like we are doing all we can to serve God, to do what He has asked us to do, only to be given what seems like a "no" at every turn? We don't know a lot about why this happened to these guys. Perhaps in their zeal they forgot to ask God where HE wanted them to go preach and set out to the first two locations on their own. Perhaps God was teaching them something we don't have insight into. Or perhaps there was a timing issue that made it necessary to delay their entry into Macedonia until just the right moment. Regardless of the reasoning, there is a good lesson to be learned here...
Application
The first thing I get from this passage is that I always have to check my plans with God first before charging off in any direction. It is very easy to fall into the trap of feeling like I have the answers on my own, and don't need God's help. When it seems like I'm getting a lot of "no" answers from God, the first question I need to ask is did I consult with God first? The next thing I learn from this is that these guys were so in tune to God that when He said "no", they heard his voice clearly. Is my life so in tune to God that if He vetoes my plans I will actually hear and recognize His voice? The third thing I see here is that these guys didn't argue with God. They could have made a case for why their plan was a "really good idea." Instead they obeyed without question. They didn't even complain about having their plans aborted twice (if they did, Dr. Luke didn't record it). I have to approach God with open hands, palms up, my plans and my life laid out freely before God, holding on to nothing. He must always be the author and director of everything I do. When I get it wrong and He has a different plan, my response needs to be "as you wish" with joy in my heart that He would love me enough to invite me to join Him where He is at work, and that He loves me enough to speak to me in such an intimate way.
Prayer
God, as I face every day... the small decisions as well as the large ones, I approach every day with my hands wide open, all my plans
Acts 16:6-7 (NIV) 6 Paul and his companions traveled throughout the region of Phrygia and Galatia, having been kept by the Holy Spirit from preaching the word in the province of Asia. 7 When they came to the border of Mysia, they tried to enter Bithynia, but the Spirit of Jesus would not allow them to.
Observation
So here are Paul and Silas. They are on fire, preaching the Gospel like crazy, carrying out the mission that Jesus gave us to "go make disciples." One day they say, "hey, let's go take Asia for Jesus!" What could be wrong with that, right? Yet the Holy Spirit gave them a very clear "NO." They regroup and say, "OK, no sweat... we'll find another unreached people group." So they head to Mysia to the city of Bithynia, and once again the Spirit says "NOPE, not here."
By this time these guys (if they were like you and me) would be saying, "uh, Jesus... you did want us to go make disciples, right?" They had to be wondering why so many doors were closing. God finally speaks to Paul in a dream and lets him know that he and Silas are to go to Macedonia to preach the gospel there. Paul says "OK, cool" and off they go.
How many times to we feel like we are doing all we can to serve God, to do what He has asked us to do, only to be given what seems like a "no" at every turn? We don't know a lot about why this happened to these guys. Perhaps in their zeal they forgot to ask God where HE wanted them to go preach and set out to the first two locations on their own. Perhaps God was teaching them something we don't have insight into. Or perhaps there was a timing issue that made it necessary to delay their entry into Macedonia until just the right moment. Regardless of the reasoning, there is a good lesson to be learned here...
Application
The first thing I get from this passage is that I always have to check my plans with God first before charging off in any direction. It is very easy to fall into the trap of feeling like I have the answers on my own, and don't need God's help. When it seems like I'm getting a lot of "no" answers from God, the first question I need to ask is did I consult with God first? The next thing I learn from this is that these guys were so in tune to God that when He said "no", they heard his voice clearly. Is my life so in tune to God that if He vetoes my plans I will actually hear and recognize His voice? The third thing I see here is that these guys didn't argue with God. They could have made a case for why their plan was a "really good idea." Instead they obeyed without question. They didn't even complain about having their plans aborted twice (if they did, Dr. Luke didn't record it). I have to approach God with open hands, palms up, my plans and my life laid out freely before God, holding on to nothing. He must always be the author and director of everything I do. When I get it wrong and He has a different plan, my response needs to be "as you wish" with joy in my heart that He would love me enough to invite me to join Him where He is at work, and that He loves me enough to speak to me in such an intimate way.
Prayer
God, as I face every day... the small decisions as well as the large ones, I approach every day with my hands wide open, all my plans
Scripture
Acts 15:39-40 (NIV)
39 They had such a sharp disagreement that they parted company. Barnabas took Mark and sailed for Cyprus,
40 but Paul chose Silas and left, commended by the brothers to the grace of the Lord.
Observation
When is it OK for believers to have serious disagreements? How are we supposed to resolve them? Thanks to Dr. Luke, Paul and Barnabas have their personal confrontation recorded for all time. The Greek word used to describe their conflict (paoxysmos) tells us that this was no mere difference of opinion. These guys were seriously at odds. In the end there was no way to continue journeying together in fellowship. It would have been the source of constant tension, and would have impacted their mission. Rather than impede the work of God they had been given, they chose to create two teams and mulitply efforts. This was a win-win. They each continued in a way that allowed them to focus on the mission, and they also preserved their relationship. The kingdom won two, as the world got the benefit of two powerful mission teams instead of one.
Disagreement in the body is expected. What is important is how we handle it. If we handle it in a God honoring way, then relationships are preserved, and God's kingdom is honored. When we stay focused on ourselves, our rights, our preferences, then damage occurs. Parting ways is a viable option. Sometimes it is better for disagreeing parties to decide not to walk along the path together anymore. If it is done well the results can actually multiply the kingdom instead of divide it. The question that must constantly be asked is... is the kingdom of God being helped or hurt by how we are handling this disagreement?
Application
The direction God is sending me in my life will undoubtedly place me in situations where conflicts like this will occur. This is a great lesson for me to always remember as a model for how disagreements should be handled. Do all possible to resolve and remain reconciled, but if not be willing to part ways. That may mean asking people to leave, or asking God if He wants me to be the one to remove myself from the situation. If both parties make acting in a way that pleases God a priority, then the relationship should be preserved, and God will be glorified through how we treat each other.
Prayer
Lord, help me to always handle disagreements the way Paul and Barnabas did, in a way that glorifies you and does everything possible to preserve relationships. May people be pointed to you in how I respond in these circumstances.
Acts 15:39-40 (NIV)
39 They had such a sharp disagreement that they parted company. Barnabas took Mark and sailed for Cyprus,
40 but Paul chose Silas and left, commended by the brothers to the grace of the Lord.
Observation
When is it OK for believers to have serious disagreements? How are we supposed to resolve them? Thanks to Dr. Luke, Paul and Barnabas have their personal confrontation recorded for all time. The Greek word used to describe their conflict (paoxysmos) tells us that this was no mere difference of opinion. These guys were seriously at odds. In the end there was no way to continue journeying together in fellowship. It would have been the source of constant tension, and would have impacted their mission. Rather than impede the work of God they had been given, they chose to create two teams and mulitply efforts. This was a win-win. They each continued in a way that allowed them to focus on the mission, and they also preserved their relationship. The kingdom won two, as the world got the benefit of two powerful mission teams instead of one.
Disagreement in the body is expected. What is important is how we handle it. If we handle it in a God honoring way, then relationships are preserved, and God's kingdom is honored. When we stay focused on ourselves, our rights, our preferences, then damage occurs. Parting ways is a viable option. Sometimes it is better for disagreeing parties to decide not to walk along the path together anymore. If it is done well the results can actually multiply the kingdom instead of divide it. The question that must constantly be asked is... is the kingdom of God being helped or hurt by how we are handling this disagreement?
Application
The direction God is sending me in my life will undoubtedly place me in situations where conflicts like this will occur. This is a great lesson for me to always remember as a model for how disagreements should be handled. Do all possible to resolve and remain reconciled, but if not be willing to part ways. That may mean asking people to leave, or asking God if He wants me to be the one to remove myself from the situation. If both parties make acting in a way that pleases God a priority, then the relationship should be preserved, and God will be glorified through how we treat each other.
Prayer
Lord, help me to always handle disagreements the way Paul and Barnabas did, in a way that glorifies you and does everything possible to preserve relationships. May people be pointed to you in how I respond in these circumstances.
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Scripture
1 Chronicles 28:20 (NIV)
20 David also said to Solomon his son, "Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you until all the work for the service of the temple of the Lord is finished.
Observation
We've seen snapshots of David's growth and development as a leader over the last few days. We know there were many things David did not do well and he paid dearly for his disobedience to God. But here we are focused on the positive... David is about to pass the baton to his son Solomon. He is proclaiming the vision that God gave him for the temple, and then charging Solomon to follow God's commands.
His direct advice to Solomon rings true for us as well. Be strong. Be courageous. Do the work. Don't be afraid. Don't be discouraged. God is with us. He cannot fail us. He will not forsake us.
We may face a lot of things, but David's advice is just as valid for us today as it was for Solomon then.
Application
Only God knows what lies ahead for me and my family. Some days it may be scary. Some days it may be tough. No doubt there will be many days that are just hard work. The challenge to me is to live up to the words of King David and "do the work", trusting that God will provide through me all that I need to do those things He has purposed for me.
Prayer
Lord, I receive these words just as you spoke them to Solomon through David. I acknowledge I can do none of these without you!
Scripture
1 Chronicles 28:20 (NIV)
20 David also said to Solomon his son, "Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you until all the work for the service of the temple of the Lord is finished.
Observation
We've seen snapshots of David's growth and development as a leader over the last few days. We know there were many things David did not do well and he paid dearly for his disobedience to God. But here we are focused on the positive... David is about to pass the baton to his son Solomon. He is proclaiming the vision that God gave him for the temple, and then charging Solomon to follow God's commands.
His direct advice to Solomon rings true for us as well. Be strong. Be courageous. Do the work. Don't be afraid. Don't be discouraged. God is with us. He cannot fail us. He will not forsake us.
We may face a lot of things, but David's advice is just as valid for us today as it was for Solomon then.
Application
Only God knows what lies ahead for me and my family. Some days it may be scary. Some days it may be tough. No doubt there will be many days that are just hard work. The challenge to me is to live up to the words of King David and "do the work", trusting that God will provide through me all that I need to do those things He has purposed for me.
Prayer
Lord, I receive these words just as you spoke them to Solomon through David. I acknowledge I can do none of these without you!
Scripture
1 Chronicles 17:23-24 (NIV) 23 "And now, Lord, let the promise you have made concerning your servant and his house be established forever. Do as you promised, 24 so that it will be established and that your name will be great forever. Then men will say, 'The Lord Almighty, the God over Israel, is Israel's God!' And the house of your servant David will be established before you.
Observation
It has been fascinating to see the leadership abilities of David grow and evolve through these passages in 1 Chronicles. His journey in today's reading really hits home. David has experienced military victory after military victory. God has been his constant guide and source of strength. He's just about defeated everyone there is to defeat. He looks around, and has a thought that was well intended. He saw his own palace and compared to where the ark was being kept and said "OK, this isn't right..." His solution was to build a grand permanent home for the ark, a place of worship for all the people of Israel. God's response? Great idea, wrong generation. He told David that his house would be built by one of his sons, a man of peace, not a man of war. David's response is one of praise and gratitude for considering his family so worthy of such an honor.
Sounds like a neat story with a happy Disney-like ending. It would be very easy to keep reading and miss something really important about this scene. How many times do we come up with this great dream for how we are going to take the world for Christ? For some churches it is through building new buildings. Or it could be through a new program. We've seen God at work in our lives and ministries so powerfully that we just assume that he is going to use us to take the next mountain. But sometimes, that is not the case. Sometimes we who have fought the battles to bring health and growth back to the church are not the ones who will see the church rebuilt into its future glory. Sometimes God has chosen us to take the church to a point, and then hand it over to the next generation who have a fresh vision... and who are not carrying the battle scars and baggage of the days past. This can be true for church leaders and church members alike.
We can learn a lot from David's response. He could have argued with God. After all, he'd been the one to put his life out on the line time and time again to fight the battles and drive evil out of the land. He risked everything to bring peace and prosperity to his people. Now when it seemed that the final battle of this season was won, and the focus could turn to building God's kingdom, he was told that he would not be the one to lead that phase. That also meant he would not see it built or enjoy the fruits of having the project completed. Instead of arguing or being dejected, David rejoiced that those in his family who followed after him would be counted worthy of such an honor. "Do as you promised" was his response.
Application
As a leader I have to understand that I am just one small part of the great story that God is unfolding in the world, and even right where I serve. I may be called to bring a ministry to a point, but someone else may take it to the next season of health and growth. That's a good thing, and something that should be celebrated. It's an honor that God would count me worthy to be used at all. The same is true even in my family. I am what... two generations... maybe three... from no one ever knowing I existed. The only thing that will last is the impact I had on others... on my children, on friends, neighbors, those I've ministered to at church. The love I've shown, the life I have modeled, the encouragement I have provided... these are my legacy. Whether my name is remembered as one who helped this church or any church on the path to becoming a force for the kingdom of God doesn't really matter. That God's name is exalted and people far from God are brought to life in Christ... that is all that matters. If God choses to use me in any of that... then may he "do as He promised."
Prayer
Thank you Lord for using me at all. Whatever your dream is for me, whatever role big or small, wherever, whenever... do as you promised. Thanks for never giving up and always loving me. Help me to know your will and to do all that you have for me to do.
1 Chronicles 17:23-24 (NIV) 23 "And now, Lord, let the promise you have made concerning your servant and his house be established forever. Do as you promised, 24 so that it will be established and that your name will be great forever. Then men will say, 'The Lord Almighty, the God over Israel, is Israel's God!' And the house of your servant David will be established before you.
Observation
It has been fascinating to see the leadership abilities of David grow and evolve through these passages in 1 Chronicles. His journey in today's reading really hits home. David has experienced military victory after military victory. God has been his constant guide and source of strength. He's just about defeated everyone there is to defeat. He looks around, and has a thought that was well intended. He saw his own palace and compared to where the ark was being kept and said "OK, this isn't right..." His solution was to build a grand permanent home for the ark, a place of worship for all the people of Israel. God's response? Great idea, wrong generation. He told David that his house would be built by one of his sons, a man of peace, not a man of war. David's response is one of praise and gratitude for considering his family so worthy of such an honor.
Sounds like a neat story with a happy Disney-like ending. It would be very easy to keep reading and miss something really important about this scene. How many times do we come up with this great dream for how we are going to take the world for Christ? For some churches it is through building new buildings. Or it could be through a new program. We've seen God at work in our lives and ministries so powerfully that we just assume that he is going to use us to take the next mountain. But sometimes, that is not the case. Sometimes we who have fought the battles to bring health and growth back to the church are not the ones who will see the church rebuilt into its future glory. Sometimes God has chosen us to take the church to a point, and then hand it over to the next generation who have a fresh vision... and who are not carrying the battle scars and baggage of the days past. This can be true for church leaders and church members alike.
We can learn a lot from David's response. He could have argued with God. After all, he'd been the one to put his life out on the line time and time again to fight the battles and drive evil out of the land. He risked everything to bring peace and prosperity to his people. Now when it seemed that the final battle of this season was won, and the focus could turn to building God's kingdom, he was told that he would not be the one to lead that phase. That also meant he would not see it built or enjoy the fruits of having the project completed. Instead of arguing or being dejected, David rejoiced that those in his family who followed after him would be counted worthy of such an honor. "Do as you promised" was his response.
Application
As a leader I have to understand that I am just one small part of the great story that God is unfolding in the world, and even right where I serve. I may be called to bring a ministry to a point, but someone else may take it to the next season of health and growth. That's a good thing, and something that should be celebrated. It's an honor that God would count me worthy to be used at all. The same is true even in my family. I am what... two generations... maybe three... from no one ever knowing I existed. The only thing that will last is the impact I had on others... on my children, on friends, neighbors, those I've ministered to at church. The love I've shown, the life I have modeled, the encouragement I have provided... these are my legacy. Whether my name is remembered as one who helped this church or any church on the path to becoming a force for the kingdom of God doesn't really matter. That God's name is exalted and people far from God are brought to life in Christ... that is all that matters. If God choses to use me in any of that... then may he "do as He promised."
Prayer
Thank you Lord for using me at all. Whatever your dream is for me, whatever role big or small, wherever, whenever... do as you promised. Thanks for never giving up and always loving me. Help me to know your will and to do all that you have for me to do.
Scripture
1 Chronicles 13:11 (NIV) 11 Then David was angry because the Lord's wrath had broken out against Uzzah, and to this day that place is called Perez Uzzah.
Observation
Yesterday I wrote about how David learned a valuable lesson in leadership. He learned that as a leader you have to think about what you say, because casual comments can have unintended consequences. As I continued reading in 1 Chronicles, again David gets a tough lesson in leadership, only this time the cost is much higher. Things are going so great, he has such a powerful army surrounding him, that he decides that they should go retrieve the ark and bring it back to Jerusalem. On the surface this does not seem to be a problem. It was a plan that seemed resonable. David even did a great leadership thing and consulted with his subordinate leaders to get their input. So far it seems like David is on a roll. They go to where the ark is located and they prepare to haul it out. To transport it, they plan to place it on a cart. Now, anyone who paid attention earlier in the Old Testament when Moses was given instructions for transporting the ark, would know that God was very specific about how that was to be done. So David's whole "ark on a cart" plan should have raised an eyebrow or two. Along the way there was a moment where it looked like the ark was going to fall off of the cart. The roads were pretty rough compared to what we are used to today, and they didn't have rubber tires, so that cart ride had to have rattle the ark pretty good. In that moment when it seemed like it was going to topple over, one of David's honorable men did what would seem to be a noble deed.. he raced over to the cart to steady the ark and keep it from biting the dust. And for his act of concern he was rewarded by being struck down dead by God.
Huh?
Rewind to the instructions for the ark again, and we are reminded that God's law was that no one could touch the ark or they would die. The ark was touched, so the consequences were tragic. The tough lesson for David was that the situation should never have occured in the first place. He knew God's orders for how the ark was to be carried, and he ignored them. He decided his plan was better. Why he didn't just follow the instructions, we will never know. The hard lesson for David was that he was not the one who paid the price for his bad decision making... one of his men did. So often that is the case. As leaders we make decisions and it is our employees or our church that end up paying the price if we do not decide wisely. Our leadership should always be measured against the commands of God to make sure they align with His principles. If they do not, it is almost guaranteed that something will not go well, and others may be the ones who suffer the consequences.
Application
How many times when I am making a decision as a leader do I stop and think... "Has God spoken on this topic? Are there scriptures that apply to this situation? Have I heard from the Holy Spirit? Does He have some guidance that I need to follow?" When I don't take the time to ask those questions, I'm basically saying "Thanks God, but I've got it from here.... no help needed, thank you very much..." The consequences of leading outside the will of God can be devastating. As a leader I have to understand that God's plan is always the best plan. If I haven't done what is necessary to receive God's plan and follow it, then my leadership will not bring about the best for the kingdom, for my church, for my family, or for me. That is my responsibility.
Prayer
Thank you Lord for the privilege of leading. Help me to always remember that you are the true leader, and my job is to lead others as you lead me. Help me to always make decisions that line up to what you direct. Thanks for growing me and teaching me as a leader so I can honor you and those I lead by always leading in your will.
1 Chronicles 13:11 (NIV) 11 Then David was angry because the Lord's wrath had broken out against Uzzah, and to this day that place is called Perez Uzzah.
Observation
Yesterday I wrote about how David learned a valuable lesson in leadership. He learned that as a leader you have to think about what you say, because casual comments can have unintended consequences. As I continued reading in 1 Chronicles, again David gets a tough lesson in leadership, only this time the cost is much higher. Things are going so great, he has such a powerful army surrounding him, that he decides that they should go retrieve the ark and bring it back to Jerusalem. On the surface this does not seem to be a problem. It was a plan that seemed resonable. David even did a great leadership thing and consulted with his subordinate leaders to get their input. So far it seems like David is on a roll. They go to where the ark is located and they prepare to haul it out. To transport it, they plan to place it on a cart. Now, anyone who paid attention earlier in the Old Testament when Moses was given instructions for transporting the ark, would know that God was very specific about how that was to be done. So David's whole "ark on a cart" plan should have raised an eyebrow or two. Along the way there was a moment where it looked like the ark was going to fall off of the cart. The roads were pretty rough compared to what we are used to today, and they didn't have rubber tires, so that cart ride had to have rattle the ark pretty good. In that moment when it seemed like it was going to topple over, one of David's honorable men did what would seem to be a noble deed.. he raced over to the cart to steady the ark and keep it from biting the dust. And for his act of concern he was rewarded by being struck down dead by God.
Huh?
Rewind to the instructions for the ark again, and we are reminded that God's law was that no one could touch the ark or they would die. The ark was touched, so the consequences were tragic. The tough lesson for David was that the situation should never have occured in the first place. He knew God's orders for how the ark was to be carried, and he ignored them. He decided his plan was better. Why he didn't just follow the instructions, we will never know. The hard lesson for David was that he was not the one who paid the price for his bad decision making... one of his men did. So often that is the case. As leaders we make decisions and it is our employees or our church that end up paying the price if we do not decide wisely. Our leadership should always be measured against the commands of God to make sure they align with His principles. If they do not, it is almost guaranteed that something will not go well, and others may be the ones who suffer the consequences.
Application
How many times when I am making a decision as a leader do I stop and think... "Has God spoken on this topic? Are there scriptures that apply to this situation? Have I heard from the Holy Spirit? Does He have some guidance that I need to follow?" When I don't take the time to ask those questions, I'm basically saying "Thanks God, but I've got it from here.... no help needed, thank you very much..." The consequences of leading outside the will of God can be devastating. As a leader I have to understand that God's plan is always the best plan. If I haven't done what is necessary to receive God's plan and follow it, then my leadership will not bring about the best for the kingdom, for my church, for my family, or for me. That is my responsibility.
Prayer
Thank you Lord for the privilege of leading. Help me to always remember that you are the true leader, and my job is to lead others as you lead me. Help me to always make decisions that line up to what you direct. Thanks for growing me and teaching me as a leader so I can honor you and those I lead by always leading in your will.
Scripture
1 Chronicles 11:17-18 (NIV) 17 David longed for water and said, "Oh, that someone would get me a drink of water from the well near the gate of Bethlehem!" 18 So the Three broke through the Philistine lines, drew water from the well near the gate of Bethlehem and carried it back to David. But he refused to drink it; instead, he poured it out before the Lord.
Observation
This chapter of Chronicles introduces us to David's "mighty men." They were his inner circle... the finest and the bravest and the most trusted men in David's army. Their exploits became legendary. They were fierce in battle, and they were fiercly loyal to King David. On this occasion, David makes what was probably an off hand comment that he really didn't expect anyone to pay attention to. It would be like you or me saying, "Man, I could use a Starbucks right now..." We mean it, but we really don't expect people to respond to it. If someone were to hear that comment, get in their car, drive to Starbucks and get us our favorite latte mocha frappa whatever, we'd think they had made a real sacrifice to display such an unexpected act of kindness. But that pales compared to what these guys did. The water David was referring to was actually behind enemy lines! They went to battle, fought their way to the source of the water, and one would imagine they had to fight their way back out of enemy territory to get back to David. (I wonder how they made it through all that fighting without spilling the water....?) What a victory to be able to present to their king the gift of the water he craved, escpecially considering what they had to go through to get it! David was so overwhelmed by their act of caring and bravery that he could not drink it. Perhaps he felt unworthy to drink what they had paid such a heavy price for. Perhaps he felt guilty that his offhand remark had resulted in these close companions risking their lives for something as minor as water from a specific source (versus just any water that would quench thirst.) He saw their sacrifice as so precious that it was not something to be consumed, but something to pour out on the alter before God.
Application
This is a great reminder that as leaders we have to be careful about what we say. There are people all around us who watch us and listen to our every word. It is easy for our words to have unintended consequences if we are not careful. Probably if these men had offered to David to go get the water before they did it, David would have said, "Are you crazy? It's just water... it's not worth your lives." But they so wanted to honor and please their king that they just acted. As leaders we have to be aware of the same thing happening with us (OK, no one is going to get into a sword fight to bring us a bottle of Fuji water, but you get the idea...). A lot of people are eager to please, and can take casual comments to an extreme.
There is a greater danger that is more subtle. Leadership is power, and power can corrupt. It's possible that David knew exactly what would happen when he made that comment. But he would be able to maintain "plausible deniability" if anyone challenged him on it because he could say, "hey, I never told them to go get that water for me", knowing full well that as dedicated as these men were, as soon as they heard his comment they would move heaven and earth to make it happen. That is a real power trip that can entice and trap any leader. How many times as a leader are we tempted to drop hints about something, hoping someone would pick up on it and act? "Oh, it must be great to have a time share... I wouldn't know since pastors don't make enough to afford such things." Then two weeks later a voucher for a weekend at a time share shows up anonymously in our mailbox. You get the idea.
As a leader I have to be on guard for this attitude at all times. The Jesus model was that he came to serve, not to be served. I have to make sure all my words are those of a servant leader. Selfishness and indirect manipulation through the use of position is a sad and sick use of the leadership opportunity God has given me. I have to avoid even the slightest hint of that kind of behavior.
Prayer
Father please guard my heart and keep it pure before you. Keep my motives clean and my words measured so that I never yield to the temptation to misuse the authority you entrust to me. Keep my heart humble always.
1 Chronicles 11:17-18 (NIV) 17 David longed for water and said, "Oh, that someone would get me a drink of water from the well near the gate of Bethlehem!" 18 So the Three broke through the Philistine lines, drew water from the well near the gate of Bethlehem and carried it back to David. But he refused to drink it; instead, he poured it out before the Lord.
Observation
This chapter of Chronicles introduces us to David's "mighty men." They were his inner circle... the finest and the bravest and the most trusted men in David's army. Their exploits became legendary. They were fierce in battle, and they were fiercly loyal to King David. On this occasion, David makes what was probably an off hand comment that he really didn't expect anyone to pay attention to. It would be like you or me saying, "Man, I could use a Starbucks right now..." We mean it, but we really don't expect people to respond to it. If someone were to hear that comment, get in their car, drive to Starbucks and get us our favorite latte mocha frappa whatever, we'd think they had made a real sacrifice to display such an unexpected act of kindness. But that pales compared to what these guys did. The water David was referring to was actually behind enemy lines! They went to battle, fought their way to the source of the water, and one would imagine they had to fight their way back out of enemy territory to get back to David. (I wonder how they made it through all that fighting without spilling the water....?) What a victory to be able to present to their king the gift of the water he craved, escpecially considering what they had to go through to get it! David was so overwhelmed by their act of caring and bravery that he could not drink it. Perhaps he felt unworthy to drink what they had paid such a heavy price for. Perhaps he felt guilty that his offhand remark had resulted in these close companions risking their lives for something as minor as water from a specific source (versus just any water that would quench thirst.) He saw their sacrifice as so precious that it was not something to be consumed, but something to pour out on the alter before God.
Application
This is a great reminder that as leaders we have to be careful about what we say. There are people all around us who watch us and listen to our every word. It is easy for our words to have unintended consequences if we are not careful. Probably if these men had offered to David to go get the water before they did it, David would have said, "Are you crazy? It's just water... it's not worth your lives." But they so wanted to honor and please their king that they just acted. As leaders we have to be aware of the same thing happening with us (OK, no one is going to get into a sword fight to bring us a bottle of Fuji water, but you get the idea...). A lot of people are eager to please, and can take casual comments to an extreme.
There is a greater danger that is more subtle. Leadership is power, and power can corrupt. It's possible that David knew exactly what would happen when he made that comment. But he would be able to maintain "plausible deniability" if anyone challenged him on it because he could say, "hey, I never told them to go get that water for me", knowing full well that as dedicated as these men were, as soon as they heard his comment they would move heaven and earth to make it happen. That is a real power trip that can entice and trap any leader. How many times as a leader are we tempted to drop hints about something, hoping someone would pick up on it and act? "Oh, it must be great to have a time share... I wouldn't know since pastors don't make enough to afford such things." Then two weeks later a voucher for a weekend at a time share shows up anonymously in our mailbox. You get the idea.
As a leader I have to be on guard for this attitude at all times. The Jesus model was that he came to serve, not to be served. I have to make sure all my words are those of a servant leader. Selfishness and indirect manipulation through the use of position is a sad and sick use of the leadership opportunity God has given me. I have to avoid even the slightest hint of that kind of behavior.
Prayer
Father please guard my heart and keep it pure before you. Keep my motives clean and my words measured so that I never yield to the temptation to misuse the authority you entrust to me. Keep my heart humble always.
Scripture
Acts 8:29-30 (NIV) 29 The Spirit told Philip, "Go to that chariot and stay near it." 30 Then Philip ran up to the chariot and heard the man reading Isaiah the prophet. "Do you understand what you are reading?" Philip asked.
Observation
Yesterday I read about an awesome hero of the faith, Stephen. Today Luke moves on to share a story about Philip, another apostle who God used powerfully to spread the Gospel outside of Jerusalem. This whole encounter has many implications... being open to God moving you to another ministry even when your present one is successful, being ready at all times to explain your faith and the scriptures to an unbeliever, the influence we can have by reaching people we encounter who are from other parts of the country or the world... the list goes on. The one thing that stood out to me this time I read it was that when the Spirit said "Go", Philip RAN. He didn't walk, he didn't mosey, he didn't meander... he RAN! Now, the Spirit didn't say "run to the chariot", or even "go quickly to the chariot. He just said "Go." The Spirit didn't say "go witness to this guy"... He said "Go hang out by the chariot" Philip had such enthusiasm and such a desire to respond to everything God directed him to do... he also understood the sense of urgency for the mission Christ had given them and the boldness it would require to carry out. Philip was also astute.... he observed and assessed the situation (quickly) before deciding how to engage with the eunich. Since he was already showing an interest in the scriptures, Philip skillfully began where the man was, and didn't just dive in to share Jesus with him in a way that was completely unconnected to where God was already leading him. These are just a few of the lessons from this story.... what a rich passage for us to go back to again and again!
Application
God has really been speaking to me lately about being a more effective personal evangelist. I've talked to people about Christ from time to time, and I've even prayed with one or two who wanted to accept Jesus in the last couple of years. But I've spent so much time between ministry and home that my own personal evangelism has been pushed out of my life. That's starting to change, and I'm seeing the world differently now. I'm seeing opportunities to connect with people as do everyday things, and I'm starting to look and listen more so God can use me to share him with someone else. This story is a real encouragement and a real challenge to me. Is the Spirit speaking to me and saying "Go hang out over there and see what happens" and I'm too busy rushing around to hear him? When I do get that "God tug" on my heart, do I run TO it or run AWAY from it? My goal is to have the AWARENESS, RESPONSIVENESS, and BOLDNESS that Philip showed in this story as a walk through the world each day.
Prayer
Lord forgive me for all the opportunities you gave me and I missed. Thanks for being patient with me. Teach me and prepare me so I can respond to people where they are. Open my eyes to the opportunities you provide me every day, and give me the courage to respond immediately and boldly. Thanks for not giving up on me!
Acts 8:29-30 (NIV) 29 The Spirit told Philip, "Go to that chariot and stay near it." 30 Then Philip ran up to the chariot and heard the man reading Isaiah the prophet. "Do you understand what you are reading?" Philip asked.
Observation
Yesterday I read about an awesome hero of the faith, Stephen. Today Luke moves on to share a story about Philip, another apostle who God used powerfully to spread the Gospel outside of Jerusalem. This whole encounter has many implications... being open to God moving you to another ministry even when your present one is successful, being ready at all times to explain your faith and the scriptures to an unbeliever, the influence we can have by reaching people we encounter who are from other parts of the country or the world... the list goes on. The one thing that stood out to me this time I read it was that when the Spirit said "Go", Philip RAN. He didn't walk, he didn't mosey, he didn't meander... he RAN! Now, the Spirit didn't say "run to the chariot", or even "go quickly to the chariot. He just said "Go." The Spirit didn't say "go witness to this guy"... He said "Go hang out by the chariot" Philip had such enthusiasm and such a desire to respond to everything God directed him to do... he also understood the sense of urgency for the mission Christ had given them and the boldness it would require to carry out. Philip was also astute.... he observed and assessed the situation (quickly) before deciding how to engage with the eunich. Since he was already showing an interest in the scriptures, Philip skillfully began where the man was, and didn't just dive in to share Jesus with him in a way that was completely unconnected to where God was already leading him. These are just a few of the lessons from this story.... what a rich passage for us to go back to again and again!
Application
God has really been speaking to me lately about being a more effective personal evangelist. I've talked to people about Christ from time to time, and I've even prayed with one or two who wanted to accept Jesus in the last couple of years. But I've spent so much time between ministry and home that my own personal evangelism has been pushed out of my life. That's starting to change, and I'm seeing the world differently now. I'm seeing opportunities to connect with people as do everyday things, and I'm starting to look and listen more so God can use me to share him with someone else. This story is a real encouragement and a real challenge to me. Is the Spirit speaking to me and saying "Go hang out over there and see what happens" and I'm too busy rushing around to hear him? When I do get that "God tug" on my heart, do I run TO it or run AWAY from it? My goal is to have the AWARENESS, RESPONSIVENESS, and BOLDNESS that Philip showed in this story as a walk through the world each day.
Prayer
Lord forgive me for all the opportunities you gave me and I missed. Thanks for being patient with me. Teach me and prepare me so I can respond to people where they are. Open my eyes to the opportunities you provide me every day, and give me the courage to respond immediately and boldly. Thanks for not giving up on me!
Scripture
Acts 7:59-60 (NIV) 59 While they were stoning him, Stephen prayed, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit." 60 Then he fell on his knees and cried out, "Lord, do not hold this sin against them." When he had said this, he fell asleep.
Observation
What a hero of the faith Stephen was. We don't know all that much about him, but what we know is an amazing example to follow. First we see his servant heart meeting the needs of the Hellenistic widows, and in this chapter we see his courage to speak boldly and even die for this faith. While few of us will ever be faced with the possibility of losing our life for our faith, we can still live a life that mixes humble servant leadership with radical boldness for Christ!
Application
Stephen sets a pretty high bar. Serving I can handle, and even speaking boldly is an ability that God is growing in me. Courage to face death for my faith? I hope so. It's not totally implausible given some of the places I travel to. I only hope that if such a circumstance did occur that I would pass the test as Stephen did! In the meantime, how can I imagine having the courage to die for my faith if I don't have the courage to walk across the room and share my faith?
Prayer
God raise me to be the kind of sold out Christ follower that Stephen was. Help me to live the courageous life, whether I'm serving quietly, speaking boldly, or sharing unashamedly.
Acts 7:59-60 (NIV) 59 While they were stoning him, Stephen prayed, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit." 60 Then he fell on his knees and cried out, "Lord, do not hold this sin against them." When he had said this, he fell asleep.
Observation
What a hero of the faith Stephen was. We don't know all that much about him, but what we know is an amazing example to follow. First we see his servant heart meeting the needs of the Hellenistic widows, and in this chapter we see his courage to speak boldly and even die for this faith. While few of us will ever be faced with the possibility of losing our life for our faith, we can still live a life that mixes humble servant leadership with radical boldness for Christ!
Application
Stephen sets a pretty high bar. Serving I can handle, and even speaking boldly is an ability that God is growing in me. Courage to face death for my faith? I hope so. It's not totally implausible given some of the places I travel to. I only hope that if such a circumstance did occur that I would pass the test as Stephen did! In the meantime, how can I imagine having the courage to die for my faith if I don't have the courage to walk across the room and share my faith?
Prayer
God raise me to be the kind of sold out Christ follower that Stephen was. Help me to live the courageous life, whether I'm serving quietly, speaking boldly, or sharing unashamedly.
Scripture
2 Kings 25:13 (NIV) 13 The Babylonians broke up the bronze pillars, the movable stands and the bronze Sea that were at the temple of the Lord and they carried the bronze to Babylon.
Observation
As the prophet foretold, Josiah died and then God's judgment was carried out against Judah. Babylon destroyed Jerusalem and carried off her people into captivity. One very visual moment came when they destroyed Solomon's temple and carried away everything of value that had once been used for worshipping God. His patience and longsuffering were exhausted, and the consequences of the sin brought an end to the dream of what could have been for God's chosen people.
Application
It is easy to be critical of the people of Israel and Judah for turning their backs on the God who had brought them out of slavery and given them the best land in that part of the world as their inheritance. Are we that different? How many grand cathedrals in Europe... monuments to a time when their people were passionate for God... have been dismantled and closed just like Solomon's temple? How many churches in American are on the same path? How many have died and closed their doors? How many are dead and just don't know it yet?
The Bible also calls us a temple... we are the temple of God's Spirit that dwells within us. We to can only run from God so long before the armies of Satan and sin break down our walls and destroy us. I know this well... I spent my time in captivity. Praise God He didn't leave me there! Now my passion is to live every day walking in the ways of my God, learning to do all things Christ taught us. My life may not have followed the path of the ultimate dream that God had for me, but He never gave up, and he still has great things ahead for me as long as I remain sold out for Him!
Prayer
God thank you for never giving up on me, even when I allowed the armies of Satan to carry away all of the majestic blessings you had built into my life. Thank you for returning me to the path that you established for me before the beginning of time. Help me to grow every day and to do all you purpose for me every minute for the rest of my life!
2 Kings 25:13 (NIV) 13 The Babylonians broke up the bronze pillars, the movable stands and the bronze Sea that were at the temple of the Lord and they carried the bronze to Babylon.
Observation
As the prophet foretold, Josiah died and then God's judgment was carried out against Judah. Babylon destroyed Jerusalem and carried off her people into captivity. One very visual moment came when they destroyed Solomon's temple and carried away everything of value that had once been used for worshipping God. His patience and longsuffering were exhausted, and the consequences of the sin brought an end to the dream of what could have been for God's chosen people.
Application
It is easy to be critical of the people of Israel and Judah for turning their backs on the God who had brought them out of slavery and given them the best land in that part of the world as their inheritance. Are we that different? How many grand cathedrals in Europe... monuments to a time when their people were passionate for God... have been dismantled and closed just like Solomon's temple? How many churches in American are on the same path? How many have died and closed their doors? How many are dead and just don't know it yet?
The Bible also calls us a temple... we are the temple of God's Spirit that dwells within us. We to can only run from God so long before the armies of Satan and sin break down our walls and destroy us. I know this well... I spent my time in captivity. Praise God He didn't leave me there! Now my passion is to live every day walking in the ways of my God, learning to do all things Christ taught us. My life may not have followed the path of the ultimate dream that God had for me, but He never gave up, and he still has great things ahead for me as long as I remain sold out for Him!
Prayer
God thank you for never giving up on me, even when I allowed the armies of Satan to carry away all of the majestic blessings you had built into my life. Thank you for returning me to the path that you established for me before the beginning of time. Help me to grow every day and to do all you purpose for me every minute for the rest of my life!
Scripture
2 Kings 22:11-13 (NIV) 11 When the king heard the words of the Book of the Law, he tore his robes. 12 He gave these orders to Hilkiah the priest, Ahikam son of Shaphan, Acbor son of Micaiah, Shaphan the secretary and Asaiah the king's attendant: 13 "Go and inquire of the Lord for me and for the people and for all Judah about what is written in this book that has been found. Great is the Lord's anger that burns against us because our fathers have not obeyed the words of this book; they have not acted in accordance with all that is written there concerning us."
Observation
This is the account of Josiah, the last Godly king of Judah. He became king at the age of 8, and followed in the ways of God from that very early age. As a teenager he ordered the restoration of the temple to be started, and in the process a copy of the Mosaic law, either part or all of the Pentatuch, was discovered. Obviously God's people had ventured so far away from him that the present generation had never heard or read the words that had been so precious to their ancestors. It had not been passed down verbally either, because everything this document contained was new information to Josiah. His response was appropriate... he tore his robes (a sign of distress and repentance) and wept before the Lord. He ordered the people to be gathered together, had the words of this book read, and commanded that all things written in it be followed. Because of his faith and his obedience, Josiah would not see the judgment that had already been pronounced on Judah for her disobedience. He would die four years before Judah was taken into captivity to Babylon.
I have to wonder if America is so different today. We were founded as a nation built on the principles of God's truth found in the Bible. These truths were so woven into the fabric of our nation that even today 233 years later, in spite of major efforts to eradicate our Christian history, the influence of that heritage is still deeply ingrained into the fabric of our nation. Unfortunately we as a people have lost the influence of the Bible on our lives. The Bible was once the primary text used to teach school aged children to read. Now most Americans (even many who go to church) have no idea what it really contains. Will there come a day where the Bible has been so removed from our society that its influence completely disappears from the American landscape? Who will be the Josiah of the 21st century who will call America back to her roots, back to the Bible?
Application
I am not a big believer in government as the answer to all our problems, particularly the moral decline of America. That decline rests squarely on the the shoulders of the church and on God's people who have turned from living out in our daily lives what the Bible contains. That being said, it is completely appropriate to pray for God to allow a leader for our country to rise up and call us back to our Christian foundations. It may take a crisis unlike any ever experience in America for such a leader to be elected and for such a call to be heeded. Let us hope and pray that it won't be too late...that God's judgment will not have already been pronounced as it was for Judah.
My application is that it all starts with me... I have to be consistently in the Word and consistently live according to it's principles. My heart has to be pure and my relationship with Christ alive. I must also lead well to influence my family and the church to do likewise. From this reading I will also start praying specifically for God to raise up a leader in America who will call us back to the Bible... even if takes a crisis for that call to make a difference.
Prayer
Lord I pray that it is not too late for our country. I pray that you would raise a Godly leader who will not be ashamed to call on your name or to call our country to repentance. If it takes a crisis to cause our nation to turn to you, then let it come Lord Jesus. Give me the strength and character to set the example, to know your Word and to live it daily... to be all you created me to be. God bless America and bring her back to you.
2 Kings 22:11-13 (NIV) 11 When the king heard the words of the Book of the Law, he tore his robes. 12 He gave these orders to Hilkiah the priest, Ahikam son of Shaphan, Acbor son of Micaiah, Shaphan the secretary and Asaiah the king's attendant: 13 "Go and inquire of the Lord for me and for the people and for all Judah about what is written in this book that has been found. Great is the Lord's anger that burns against us because our fathers have not obeyed the words of this book; they have not acted in accordance with all that is written there concerning us."
Observation
This is the account of Josiah, the last Godly king of Judah. He became king at the age of 8, and followed in the ways of God from that very early age. As a teenager he ordered the restoration of the temple to be started, and in the process a copy of the Mosaic law, either part or all of the Pentatuch, was discovered. Obviously God's people had ventured so far away from him that the present generation had never heard or read the words that had been so precious to their ancestors. It had not been passed down verbally either, because everything this document contained was new information to Josiah. His response was appropriate... he tore his robes (a sign of distress and repentance) and wept before the Lord. He ordered the people to be gathered together, had the words of this book read, and commanded that all things written in it be followed. Because of his faith and his obedience, Josiah would not see the judgment that had already been pronounced on Judah for her disobedience. He would die four years before Judah was taken into captivity to Babylon.
I have to wonder if America is so different today. We were founded as a nation built on the principles of God's truth found in the Bible. These truths were so woven into the fabric of our nation that even today 233 years later, in spite of major efforts to eradicate our Christian history, the influence of that heritage is still deeply ingrained into the fabric of our nation. Unfortunately we as a people have lost the influence of the Bible on our lives. The Bible was once the primary text used to teach school aged children to read. Now most Americans (even many who go to church) have no idea what it really contains. Will there come a day where the Bible has been so removed from our society that its influence completely disappears from the American landscape? Who will be the Josiah of the 21st century who will call America back to her roots, back to the Bible?
Application
I am not a big believer in government as the answer to all our problems, particularly the moral decline of America. That decline rests squarely on the the shoulders of the church and on God's people who have turned from living out in our daily lives what the Bible contains. That being said, it is completely appropriate to pray for God to allow a leader for our country to rise up and call us back to our Christian foundations. It may take a crisis unlike any ever experience in America for such a leader to be elected and for such a call to be heeded. Let us hope and pray that it won't be too late...that God's judgment will not have already been pronounced as it was for Judah.
My application is that it all starts with me... I have to be consistently in the Word and consistently live according to it's principles. My heart has to be pure and my relationship with Christ alive. I must also lead well to influence my family and the church to do likewise. From this reading I will also start praying specifically for God to raise up a leader in America who will call us back to the Bible... even if takes a crisis for that call to make a difference.
Prayer
Lord I pray that it is not too late for our country. I pray that you would raise a Godly leader who will not be ashamed to call on your name or to call our country to repentance. If it takes a crisis to cause our nation to turn to you, then let it come Lord Jesus. Give me the strength and character to set the example, to know your Word and to live it daily... to be all you created me to be. God bless America and bring her back to you.
Scripture
Acts 5:41 (NIV) 41 The apostles left the Sanhedrin, rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name.
Observation
Just a short time earlier these same apostles scattered to the four winds when Jesus was arrested. They abandoned their Master rather than face the suffering that would come with being identified as one of his followers. Now, these same men not only did not run from the persecution, but they rejoiced in it, counting it a blessing to be considered worthy to suffer for the name of Christ! An amazing turnaround! It is interesting that the more the church has been persecuted throughout the ages, the more it has flourished. When that suffering has ceased the church has become inward focused and loses sight of the mission. The church in China to day is a great example. Christians in China can truly suffer for their faith. And yet the church in China is the fastest growing church in the world! Contrast that with America, where there is no physical persecution or suffering for following Christ. Much like the church in the time of Constantine, once it was no longer oppressed the church lost its edge. Sounds familiar. Will we have to reach a point of being persecuted in America for being Christians before we stop playing church and live out the mission of Christ as he intended?
Application
I must share the gospel with the boldness of a believer under persecution "day after day", never ceasing. The times of persecution may well come to the West in my lifetime. If I will not stand boldly for Jesus now, why would I think I would stand up under persecution?
Prayer
Father, if there is any other way for your church to be awakened to reclaim her boldness for you, then it is my prayer that the times of persecution be withheld. However, if suffering and persecution is the only way that your church will rise up and be all that you created her to be, then allow the persecution, and help us to stand up under it.
Acts 5:41 (NIV) 41 The apostles left the Sanhedrin, rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name.
Observation
Just a short time earlier these same apostles scattered to the four winds when Jesus was arrested. They abandoned their Master rather than face the suffering that would come with being identified as one of his followers. Now, these same men not only did not run from the persecution, but they rejoiced in it, counting it a blessing to be considered worthy to suffer for the name of Christ! An amazing turnaround! It is interesting that the more the church has been persecuted throughout the ages, the more it has flourished. When that suffering has ceased the church has become inward focused and loses sight of the mission. The church in China to day is a great example. Christians in China can truly suffer for their faith. And yet the church in China is the fastest growing church in the world! Contrast that with America, where there is no physical persecution or suffering for following Christ. Much like the church in the time of Constantine, once it was no longer oppressed the church lost its edge. Sounds familiar. Will we have to reach a point of being persecuted in America for being Christians before we stop playing church and live out the mission of Christ as he intended?
Application
I must share the gospel with the boldness of a believer under persecution "day after day", never ceasing. The times of persecution may well come to the West in my lifetime. If I will not stand boldly for Jesus now, why would I think I would stand up under persecution?
Prayer
Father, if there is any other way for your church to be awakened to reclaim her boldness for you, then it is my prayer that the times of persecution be withheld. However, if suffering and persecution is the only way that your church will rise up and be all that you created her to be, then allow the persecution, and help us to stand up under it.
Wow... what a weekend! Kaitlyn graduated from high school, then turned 18 the next day, on Saturday I had the honor of being ordained, on Sunday sat in with our workship team and last night taught along with our other pastors in the New Beginnings class! In between I got to enjoy having my parents here, not having seen them for about a year. As the TV commercial used to say..."it just doesn't get any better than this!"
With all of that activity I wasn't able to post my journal entries... I know it was such a disappointment for the thousands who follow these posts (OK, slight exaggeration...). So thanks for being patient, and I hope you are challenged by what God shared with me in today's reading just as I was. Peace!
Scripture
Acts 4:18-20 (NIV) 18 Then they called them in again and commanded them not to speak or teach at all in the name of Jesus. 19 But Peter and John replied, "Judge for yourselves whether it is right in God's sight to obey you rather than God. 20 For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard."
Observation
What an contrast. It wasn't that long ago that Peter had crumbled under the possibility of being identified with Jesus as he was taken before the high priest prior to his crucifixion. His denial of Christ was undoubtedly the low point of his life. Now here he is back in front of this same group, only this time the result could not be any more different. Peter spoke boldly in the name of Jesus, defying their orders to stop preaching and healing in his name. His choice of words here is critical... "we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard." Peter did not say this out of compulsion or guilt or a sense of duty. Peter had been with the resurrected Savior, and was empowered by the Holy Spirit. The power of Christ so filled him that it would have been impossible for him to comply with their demands to be silent. In fact the verses that immediately follow these record that when Peter and John returned to the rest of the disciples, the first thing Peter did was to pray for more boldness!!
Application
Can I say this? Is it true of me that "I cannot help but speaking about what I have seen and heard?" I am not Peter, and I did not experience the bodliy presence of Jesus. But has the power of Christ been any less evident in my life? I was every bit as broken (if not more) as Peter was, and yet the transformational power of Jesus has been just as evident for me as it was for Peter. Like Peter, I need to be bold... unable to resist speaking to others about what Jesus has done for me and for them.
Prayer
Father, I pray for boldness as Peter prayed for boldness. Give me a heart of courage and an openness to the endless opportunities you provide to share your Son with others. Stretch me Lord, stretch me...
With all of that activity I wasn't able to post my journal entries... I know it was such a disappointment for the thousands who follow these posts (OK, slight exaggeration...). So thanks for being patient, and I hope you are challenged by what God shared with me in today's reading just as I was. Peace!
Scripture
Acts 4:18-20 (NIV) 18 Then they called them in again and commanded them not to speak or teach at all in the name of Jesus. 19 But Peter and John replied, "Judge for yourselves whether it is right in God's sight to obey you rather than God. 20 For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard."
Observation
What an contrast. It wasn't that long ago that Peter had crumbled under the possibility of being identified with Jesus as he was taken before the high priest prior to his crucifixion. His denial of Christ was undoubtedly the low point of his life. Now here he is back in front of this same group, only this time the result could not be any more different. Peter spoke boldly in the name of Jesus, defying their orders to stop preaching and healing in his name. His choice of words here is critical... "we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard." Peter did not say this out of compulsion or guilt or a sense of duty. Peter had been with the resurrected Savior, and was empowered by the Holy Spirit. The power of Christ so filled him that it would have been impossible for him to comply with their demands to be silent. In fact the verses that immediately follow these record that when Peter and John returned to the rest of the disciples, the first thing Peter did was to pray for more boldness!!
Application
Can I say this? Is it true of me that "I cannot help but speaking about what I have seen and heard?" I am not Peter, and I did not experience the bodliy presence of Jesus. But has the power of Christ been any less evident in my life? I was every bit as broken (if not more) as Peter was, and yet the transformational power of Jesus has been just as evident for me as it was for Peter. Like Peter, I need to be bold... unable to resist speaking to others about what Jesus has done for me and for them.
Prayer
Father, I pray for boldness as Peter prayed for boldness. Give me a heart of courage and an openness to the endless opportunities you provide to share your Son with others. Stretch me Lord, stretch me...
Scripture
2 Kings 6:16 (NIV) 16 "Don't be afraid," the prophet answered. "Those who are with us are more than those who are with them."
2 Kings 6:22 (NIV) 22 "Do not kill them," he answered. "Would you kill men you have captured with your own sword or bow? Set food and water before them so that they may eat and drink and then go back to their master."
Observation
Two important observations from this story in 2 Kings 6:8-22. First, Elisha knew what no one else knew, and that was in any battle the enemy of a believer is always outnumbered. This is a rare instance where God chose to reveal to human eyes what exists around us all the time... legions of his forces doing battle with the forces of Satan on our behalf. I have heard similar stories from more modern times.... the missionary who was about to be attacked by a group of tribesmen but they turned away without explanation. When asked later why they didn't attack, to a man they cited the circle of armored men with swords who stood surrounding the missionary. I don't know if this story is true or urban legend, but I've heard it told many times. I believe it is possible, because I do believe what the bible says about spiritual warfare.
The second interesting thing is that Elisha could have had these enemy combatants killed. They definitely had the advantage. His primary reason for not doing so was that it was not what God wanted. But it also showed a key characteristic of God... his grace, his compassion, and his longsuffering. It had the desired affect... the raids stopped.
Application
As Christ followers we engage in spiritual warfare every day. Sometimes it's easy for me to feel like I'm in the battle by myself and am about to be overwhelmed. What I fail to realize is that there are "more who are with me than who are with them." The people who Satan uses to criticize, disrupt, and discourage the movement of God are in the minority. They are typically in the minority physically, even though they have convinced themselves that they speak for the majority. But they are also in the minority from the perspective that God sends his forces out to combat the damage that they seek to inflict on the movement of God. I should never feel outnumbered! At the same time, there is always room for grace even for those who I might think do not deserve it. For one, I am a trophy of God's grace and do not deserve his salvation much less the opportunity to work along side him for the kingdom. In addition, there are times where grace will have a greater impact on the hearts and minds of those who seek to promote disharmony and disruption. Though their behavior is reprehensible, they are still God's children, and Christ still died for them just as much as he did for me. I have to keep that in mind.
Prayer
Father please help me never feel alone or outnumbered, but also keep my attitudes in check so that I am constantantly a conduit of your grace. Amen.
2 Kings 6:16 (NIV) 16 "Don't be afraid," the prophet answered. "Those who are with us are more than those who are with them."
2 Kings 6:22 (NIV) 22 "Do not kill them," he answered. "Would you kill men you have captured with your own sword or bow? Set food and water before them so that they may eat and drink and then go back to their master."
Observation
Two important observations from this story in 2 Kings 6:8-22. First, Elisha knew what no one else knew, and that was in any battle the enemy of a believer is always outnumbered. This is a rare instance where God chose to reveal to human eyes what exists around us all the time... legions of his forces doing battle with the forces of Satan on our behalf. I have heard similar stories from more modern times.... the missionary who was about to be attacked by a group of tribesmen but they turned away without explanation. When asked later why they didn't attack, to a man they cited the circle of armored men with swords who stood surrounding the missionary. I don't know if this story is true or urban legend, but I've heard it told many times. I believe it is possible, because I do believe what the bible says about spiritual warfare.
The second interesting thing is that Elisha could have had these enemy combatants killed. They definitely had the advantage. His primary reason for not doing so was that it was not what God wanted. But it also showed a key characteristic of God... his grace, his compassion, and his longsuffering. It had the desired affect... the raids stopped.
Application
As Christ followers we engage in spiritual warfare every day. Sometimes it's easy for me to feel like I'm in the battle by myself and am about to be overwhelmed. What I fail to realize is that there are "more who are with me than who are with them." The people who Satan uses to criticize, disrupt, and discourage the movement of God are in the minority. They are typically in the minority physically, even though they have convinced themselves that they speak for the majority. But they are also in the minority from the perspective that God sends his forces out to combat the damage that they seek to inflict on the movement of God. I should never feel outnumbered! At the same time, there is always room for grace even for those who I might think do not deserve it. For one, I am a trophy of God's grace and do not deserve his salvation much less the opportunity to work along side him for the kingdom. In addition, there are times where grace will have a greater impact on the hearts and minds of those who seek to promote disharmony and disruption. Though their behavior is reprehensible, they are still God's children, and Christ still died for them just as much as he did for me. I have to keep that in mind.
Prayer
Father please help me never feel alone or outnumbered, but also keep my attitudes in check so that I am constantantly a conduit of your grace. Amen.
Scripture
2 Kings 4:3-4 (NIV) 3 Elisha said, "Go around and ask all your neighbors for empty jars. Don't ask for just a few. 4 Then go inside and shut the door behind you and your sons. Pour oil into all the jars, and as each is filled, put it to one side."
Observation
This story has some amazing richness for us to learn from. It reminds us of the plight of widows and the least among us. In the busyness of doing ministry do we overlook them? Do we even see them? We also see that the law of Moses was not being followed... these creditors threats to take her sons as slaves was a violation of God's commandments. As a wife of a prophet, this womon no doubt sacrificed much to support the ministry of her husband. And yet not only was her husband dead, now she was at risk for losing her children. It would have been easy for her to become bitter and resentful to God for allowing her to be in such a dire situation, especially after being so faithful for so many years. Instead, she went in faith to Elisha to share her need. How many times to we have needs that can be met by others, but we are too prideful to ask? Elisha's solution seemed very unlikely. Yet she did not doubt and simply did as he instructed. Because she followed his guidance, her dilimma was solved and her needs were taken care of for life. Notice also how to receive God's blessing she had to rely on others to provide her with the needed jars. Life as a believer is not a solo act... many times God will provide through others. If we are not living in community, we miss out on untold blessings!
I've heard this story used as an example of limiting God's provision. "If only she had collected more jars, she would have had more oil. It only stopped because she ran out of jars. Her lack of faith kept her from receiving even more of a blessing." Now, maybe those who have more scholarly knowledge than I do can cite reasons for this conclusion. As I read it though, I see it a different way. Those who make that criticism assume that there were more jars to be had, but she just didn't have the faith to ask for more. That's western thinking for you! We see this story and think "gold mine"! We would have forgotten about just meeting our needs... we would have tried turning it into a wealth generator! Notice that the jars collected provided exactly enough to pay off all their debts and provide them money to live off of for the rest of their lives. a) that had to be a lot of oil, aka a lot of jars, and b) they had exactly what they needed... did God promise to provide MORE than they needed? If God offered to pay off all my debts and give me money to live off of for the rest of my life, wouldn't I take that deal?
Application
There are so many applications to take from this, but the one that means the most to me is that as a believer, God has made me a promise: "seek first the kindgom of God and His righeousness, and all of these things will be added to you as well." We were never promised more than we need, just what we need. As God gives us marching orders for future directions in ministry, we should not worry about provision. He will enable us to do everything He asks of us... if we obey and do our part. I have to have faith... I have to collect the jars, close the door, and pour the oil, trusting that God's word is faithful!
Prayer
Lord please give me the faith to trust in your provision, to do the part that you give me to do, and to never doubt that you will provide. "I have never seen the righteous foresaken, or their seed begging for bread."
2 Kings 4:3-4 (NIV) 3 Elisha said, "Go around and ask all your neighbors for empty jars. Don't ask for just a few. 4 Then go inside and shut the door behind you and your sons. Pour oil into all the jars, and as each is filled, put it to one side."
Observation
This story has some amazing richness for us to learn from. It reminds us of the plight of widows and the least among us. In the busyness of doing ministry do we overlook them? Do we even see them? We also see that the law of Moses was not being followed... these creditors threats to take her sons as slaves was a violation of God's commandments. As a wife of a prophet, this womon no doubt sacrificed much to support the ministry of her husband. And yet not only was her husband dead, now she was at risk for losing her children. It would have been easy for her to become bitter and resentful to God for allowing her to be in such a dire situation, especially after being so faithful for so many years. Instead, she went in faith to Elisha to share her need. How many times to we have needs that can be met by others, but we are too prideful to ask? Elisha's solution seemed very unlikely. Yet she did not doubt and simply did as he instructed. Because she followed his guidance, her dilimma was solved and her needs were taken care of for life. Notice also how to receive God's blessing she had to rely on others to provide her with the needed jars. Life as a believer is not a solo act... many times God will provide through others. If we are not living in community, we miss out on untold blessings!
I've heard this story used as an example of limiting God's provision. "If only she had collected more jars, she would have had more oil. It only stopped because she ran out of jars. Her lack of faith kept her from receiving even more of a blessing." Now, maybe those who have more scholarly knowledge than I do can cite reasons for this conclusion. As I read it though, I see it a different way. Those who make that criticism assume that there were more jars to be had, but she just didn't have the faith to ask for more. That's western thinking for you! We see this story and think "gold mine"! We would have forgotten about just meeting our needs... we would have tried turning it into a wealth generator! Notice that the jars collected provided exactly enough to pay off all their debts and provide them money to live off of for the rest of their lives. a) that had to be a lot of oil, aka a lot of jars, and b) they had exactly what they needed... did God promise to provide MORE than they needed? If God offered to pay off all my debts and give me money to live off of for the rest of my life, wouldn't I take that deal?
Application
There are so many applications to take from this, but the one that means the most to me is that as a believer, God has made me a promise: "seek first the kindgom of God and His righeousness, and all of these things will be added to you as well." We were never promised more than we need, just what we need. As God gives us marching orders for future directions in ministry, we should not worry about provision. He will enable us to do everything He asks of us... if we obey and do our part. I have to have faith... I have to collect the jars, close the door, and pour the oil, trusting that God's word is faithful!
Prayer
Lord please give me the faith to trust in your provision, to do the part that you give me to do, and to never doubt that you will provide. "I have never seen the righteous foresaken, or their seed begging for bread."
Wow, has it really been two months since I posted something here? That's a really great way to send a blog into oblivion!
I'm going to start doing something a little different with this blog and start using it to share with whoever cares to read it what God is speaking into my life each day in our time together. Maybe along the way something He says to me may help or bless you. That's my only reason for posting these here. I have to confess up front that this makes me a bit nervous because some of the applications from my journaling are very personal and painful. However, if it honors God and helps others, then it is worth it. Thanks for taking the journey with me.
June 2, 2009
DO YOU LOVE ME?
Scripture
John 21:17 (NIV) 17 The third time he said to him, "Simon son of John, do you love me?" Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, "Do you love me?" He said, "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you." Jesus said, "Feed my sheep.
Observation
This may have been the most intimate moment we see between Jesus and any of his disciples. Jesus asks Peter three times if he loves him. The irony is that three times Peter denied him. Now here after the resurrection in this encounter with Christ, Peter is being prepared and commissioned for a radical transformation in his life that will end in his own crucifixion. It is almost as if with each "do you love me", a layer of pain caused by his denial is removed. But that process itself is not without pain. Those healing questions hurt Peter, as he was confronted with the reality of his choices. Reconciling ourselves back to God is not always painless. It is hard to face our failures. But if Peter was going to be used in a mighty way like God had purposed for him, this difficult process was necessary. In the end, Peter was right. He had once said he was willing to die for Christ, and his words eventually came true. But not before this sequence of failure, remorse, repentance, caring confrontation, and restoration took place.
Application
Deailing with my own failures is painful. I don't know if this was true of Peter, but for me I am my own worst critic. Too often I allow discouragement and doubt steal the joy of my relationship with Christ. It becomes doubly robbing because it has the effect of turning my focus inward on myself instead of upward to God and outward to others. I wish I were wired differently, but I have to accept that God made me this way in His sovereignty for a reason. My focus must be on Jesus alone. Do I love Jesus? Do I agape Him? Do I phileo Him? Is there fruit that proves the answer to that question?
Prayer
God forgive me for the times that I make it all about me when it is all about you. Return IT to me. Ruin me. Heal me. Stretch me. Give me a new ability to love you beyond any capacity to love I have ever had before. Correct me so that I am conformed to you, no matter how painful that reproach may be. I repent of all in my life that displeases you. Thank you for your grace. Help me to be able to accept it. Amen.
I'm going to start doing something a little different with this blog and start using it to share with whoever cares to read it what God is speaking into my life each day in our time together. Maybe along the way something He says to me may help or bless you. That's my only reason for posting these here. I have to confess up front that this makes me a bit nervous because some of the applications from my journaling are very personal and painful. However, if it honors God and helps others, then it is worth it. Thanks for taking the journey with me.
June 2, 2009
DO YOU LOVE ME?
Scripture
John 21:17 (NIV) 17 The third time he said to him, "Simon son of John, do you love me?" Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, "Do you love me?" He said, "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you." Jesus said, "Feed my sheep.
Observation
This may have been the most intimate moment we see between Jesus and any of his disciples. Jesus asks Peter three times if he loves him. The irony is that three times Peter denied him. Now here after the resurrection in this encounter with Christ, Peter is being prepared and commissioned for a radical transformation in his life that will end in his own crucifixion. It is almost as if with each "do you love me", a layer of pain caused by his denial is removed. But that process itself is not without pain. Those healing questions hurt Peter, as he was confronted with the reality of his choices. Reconciling ourselves back to God is not always painless. It is hard to face our failures. But if Peter was going to be used in a mighty way like God had purposed for him, this difficult process was necessary. In the end, Peter was right. He had once said he was willing to die for Christ, and his words eventually came true. But not before this sequence of failure, remorse, repentance, caring confrontation, and restoration took place.
Application
Deailing with my own failures is painful. I don't know if this was true of Peter, but for me I am my own worst critic. Too often I allow discouragement and doubt steal the joy of my relationship with Christ. It becomes doubly robbing because it has the effect of turning my focus inward on myself instead of upward to God and outward to others. I wish I were wired differently, but I have to accept that God made me this way in His sovereignty for a reason. My focus must be on Jesus alone. Do I love Jesus? Do I agape Him? Do I phileo Him? Is there fruit that proves the answer to that question?
Prayer
God forgive me for the times that I make it all about me when it is all about you. Return IT to me. Ruin me. Heal me. Stretch me. Give me a new ability to love you beyond any capacity to love I have ever had before. Correct me so that I am conformed to you, no matter how painful that reproach may be. I repent of all in my life that displeases you. Thank you for your grace. Help me to be able to accept it. Amen.
